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Death
I've thought about if before
as i open the cupboard door
and take out a razor
a razor that could take my life
as
i open the cupboard door
i think about allot of things
like if today is the day i die
like if today i cut deep enough
i
think about allot of things
is it so unusual
unusual to want to die
unusual to want to end the pain
is it
so unusual
i don't think so
i think it sounds like a good idea
Fire & Ice
Fire dragon burning hot.
Ice dragon, on frozen wings it flies.
Duel above the mountains,
And over the castle's
skies.
Fire melts the ice,
But water quenches the fire.
A continuous cycle of life,
That never satisfies the
heart's desire.
Dueling now, fire and ice.
With their strongest dragons might.
High above the clouds they quarrel,
But
soon to fly down into sight.
Shooting now, sparks and flame,
Blowing freezing water and ice.
Using teeth and
mighty tails,
Squeezing each other, locked in a vice.
Fire hits the ice, and melts into water,
Water extinguishes
the fire as they soar.
They fall and lie beside each other,
Fire and ice, they duel no more.
My Soul
I’m standing on the edge
Ready to fall at any time
Trying to make it through once more
While the mountain
is getting harder to climb
My smile is fading once again
The pain is beginning to show
Coming out from deep
within
Searching, wondering, not knowing where to go
My tears are falling
Slowly from my face
Causing
me to cut again
Becoming the family disgrace
I try to stand up
And crawl out of the dark
But the blood
covers my face
The needle leaves its mark
Once again I find the needle
And make another cut
Easing the
pain I hold deep within
While once again, the door to my emotions I shut
People tell me to smile
But I’ve
got nothing to smile about
People tell me to stop the crying
Or "I’ll give you something to cry about!"
They
say whatever they want
Just to bring me down
But I can’t say anything back,
They hit me if I make a sound
I deal with the pain alone
With my back against the wall
As the wall around my heart
Rapidly begins to
crumble and fall
I let my guard down
And watch them take control
Promising that just because they have my
body,
They’ll never have my soul.
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Mr. Nightmare
Every night
I have a dream
wait, it's not a dream
it's a nightmare
T have a dream
a dream about this
man
he follows me in this dream
with a long, shiny, sharp knife
He'll take a step
and I'll run a mile
yet
some how
hes always right behind me
i can't see his face
for he's always in the shadows
he wears a black house
coat
and black top hat
his eyes glow with evil
he has the stench of evil
and the laugh of evil
he is evil
he
ruins every dream
he shoes up in every dream
sometimes he gets me
sometimes i get away
sometimes i kill him
but
hes back the next night
and the next night
and the next night
he never dies
never leaves me alone
he's
there every night
he's my nightmare
Fallen & Immortal
Every day like the last
My world, my life, all so vast
The fallen angels they hear my cry
Then come from below
they come to thy
My life, my dreams have faded away
I have to live this torture over again everyday
Never dying,
never sleeping
Always crying, always weeping
There are no answers to my life
It's all just one big strife
No
escape, no way out
No one can hear my cry, my shout
Save me from my everlasting nightmare
for this thing i'm
living is not fair
I've had to watch my friends and family die
I've seen eternal darkness grow in the sky
My
heart pounds and my body shakes
Watching the world live and learn by its mistakes
Why did I fall into this hell?
I
made it to heaven, but then I fell
Now As the many nights go by
The more I cry, knowing I can never die
When
the end comes I will be forever alone
As I watch the world turn to stone
In this broken lonely world I will stay
Having
to live every painful day
Forever alone, forever here
Immortality, my greatest fear
Destroyed
i'm fallen and gone
i'm fallen and away
i'm fallen and down
i'm fallen and sad
i'm fallen and ruined
i'm up when i'm gone
i'm up when i'm away
i'm up when i'm down
i'm up when i'm sad
i'm up when i'm ruined
i'm fallen when i'm up
i'm destroyed.
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Tiger's Eyes
Tiger's eyes glare at me
I know that I should flee
But fear itself holds me down
In hes glance, I feel bound
I
try to run, but my legs won't move
I know he can kill me, he has nothing to prove.
His shoulders shift, as he gets ready
to pounce,
Now I flee, with all my energy, every ounce.
He chases me, as if a cat would chase a toy
He wants
to make me suffer, oh how coy.
My legs carry me as fast as they can
My life flashing before my eyes as I ran.
Lord,
take me now, don't make me endure pain.
This pointless flight is driving me insane.
He is catching up with me now.
Getting
closer, how to kill me, he knows just how.
Claws tare into my flesh
Just as easily as a dagger cuts through mesh.
My
last moments as I lie,
And all I see, are a tigers eyes.
Life is ending
i dont think i can deal with this anymore
no love, just agony and pain
the pain makes me want
to walk out the door
staying much longer will drive me insane
i realy have the desire to kill
mine is in danger even
if i lie
but i would be the victim of this trill
i surelly will be the next one to die
simple, sweet just a very
young man
love again i will never really feel
i cant go through this kind of pain again
i do not have the rapid urge
to heal
today is going to be my real end
always remember me, your good friend
Shadow
I'm like your shadow,
You see me but don’t care
I’m just a dark mark
In your bright life
You
use to hug me
And hold me close
Then she came
And I was pushed aside
I blended into your life
While she
stands out
I was your friend,
But she's way more
I’m losing myself in your eyes
And you’re not
even noticing...
The Cut
it happened
it was bad
it was good
it was sad
i cried
it tore
it was horrible
it was fun
it was a thrill
it was red
i bled
it hurt
it was devastating
it was emotional
it was happy
it was a hole
i cut
The Funny One
you think how sad
you point
you laugh
you make fun
when really im pointing
you are the funny one
you thought of me
and you cared
you are a fool
but not me
for i do not tell you
cuz u will leave me
the attention is fun
cuz u r funny
but next time think
who is funny
yourself or them
cuz i think you r
the funny one
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